In all honesty, the last 24 hours have just been bad. They have been the worst, actually. My heartsong is silent and I don’t know what to do now. I’ve just listened to sad music all day and cried at my desk and went to the gym and now I sit here with no distractions and I think I may throw up. Today’s blog is kind of just a big bowl of nothing, but it felt necessary to document my life right now.
Please enjoy this picture of a tangerine, which I got for free thanks to my dear friend.
Below is a list of songs I have been listening to in attempts to process my feelings. Feel free to listen if you’d like to also be sad.
- Rivers and Roads by The Head And The Heart
- Matilda by Harry Styles
- Que Sera Sera by Doris Day
- Brand New Key by Melanie
- The Best Day by Taylor Swift
- You’re Gonna Go Far by Noah Kahan
- Big Rock Candy Mountain by Harry McClintock
That’s all I’ve got tonight. That may be all I have for a little while. I know that joy returns, and life goes on. In the meantime, I will distract myself and try to downsize my life.
The barns are full of hay, Dawgs ❤️
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