I will only be 23 for approximately 30 more minutes, and as always, the passing of time is putting a pit in my stomach that I just can’t shake. I’ve felt very odd and emotional all day and I can’t quite figure out why that is. I was sitting in my car after the gym and just started crying for no reason. Such peculiar behavior.
Looking back on this past year, I have a lot to be grateful for. I’ve met some incredible people and have formed friendships that I hope last a very long time. I’ve worked hard in the gym and have made progress that I’m extremely proud of. I’ve taken on challenges and made some tough decisions. I’ve tried new crafts and hobbies. I attempted to be someone that runs for fun; that lasted about two weeks. I got bangs 😃 I traveled to a new city and saw The Bean ™️. I was brave for one week and tried a lot of new food. I hid a sweet potato and a lightbulb around the office for a few weeks. I spent a lot of time with my lovely nieces and nephew and got to watch them grow even more this year. I got my first tattoo. Most importantly though, at 23 years old, I started a blog!
This year has felt incredibly long, and at the same time has absolutely flown by. It feels like just a few weeks ago I was sitting in my apartment, with this same weight sitting on my chest, listening to 22 by Taylor Swift while it was still 100% relatable to me. I’m not sure why my birthday always makes me feel a bit uneasy, but I know the feeling will pass. I’m looking forward to another year full of growth and strength and silliness. I am looking forward to another year spent with my favorite people, doing my favorite things. I can’t wait to see what all I can accomplish at 24 years old.
My birthday wish is for everyone to do something kind for someone else after reading this. Go out of your way to make someone happy! Bringing others joy will bring you joy, which will bring me joy. And the world goes round. My second birthday wish is for everyone to compliment me 😃 I know it’s not Sunday, but go ahead and say something nice!
As one might say (over and over and over), this has been my LeBron year, and in a few minutes I will be leaving that title behind. It has been wonderful and joyous and emotional and challenging and heartbreaking and beautiful. I am extremely grateful for it all. I’m extremely grateful to be seeing another year of this incredible life.
How lucky am I, Dawgs❤️
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